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So I ended my job at the portrait studio because of the massive amount of anxiety I got. My people skills aren't up to par for what the job demands, and I was dreading going to work because I would have to approach people in the department store and ask if they'd like their kids photographed for free--out of the blue, on a day they go shopping and aren't photo-ready. It's been hard enough getting my anxiety levels under enough control that I can talk to regular strangers while working in retail and helping people find what they need. People are scary, man. On the plus side, I do still have my Michael's job, so I'm not unemployed. I just realized that right now, if I end up working in my field of study in art, my passion may die and I'll grow to hate it. I'd rather do it as a freelance thing I love than a career job I hate. What's worse than working the fun out of your greatest love? But don't worry, I won't be working retail the rest of my life. I just need to know what it's like to have a steady job for longer than a few months. After a year or so I'll be applying for programs or jobs that will probably involve linguistics. I've always loved language, and I have a knack for learning and understanding it quickly. I figure it's my best bet for a job that will support my interests and needs, as well as keep me learning and immersed in something I enjoy.
On another note, I've finally found my spiritual home. Not pushing or converting anyone, just telling anyone who cares that I found Wicca and I've finally found another part of myself. I'm slowly working my way to being whole and knowing who I am.
Otherwise, I'm stable on meds and I am doing semi-regular therapy. Woohoo for stability, right? Yeah. Mom retired from working 40 years for the government today. I'm really proud of her for building a good career and creating the security my family has. Not everyone has that and I'm lucky.
So my big art medium right now is stained glass. When I have time I'll start posting photos.
Thanks for reading.
On another note, I've finally found my spiritual home. Not pushing or converting anyone, just telling anyone who cares that I found Wicca and I've finally found another part of myself. I'm slowly working my way to being whole and knowing who I am.
Otherwise, I'm stable on meds and I am doing semi-regular therapy. Woohoo for stability, right? Yeah. Mom retired from working 40 years for the government today. I'm really proud of her for building a good career and creating the security my family has. Not everyone has that and I'm lucky.
So my big art medium right now is stained glass. When I have time I'll start posting photos.
Thanks for reading.
Graduated and Hired!
College is finally over--I graduated with a BFA in Art with a concentration in Photography, with two minors: Spanish and Art History. I ended my final semester with the highest semester GPA I've ever achieved...ever. (3.3!). I mean, I've been an average student before, but this was slightly above my usual. Anyways, so I did my vacation thing and I've been hired part time at both Michael's (Arts & Crafts retail) and Lifetouch Portrait Studios! My dreams are slowly becoming reality. I'm on track with my plans and I'm optimistic. I've posted the still lifes (finally) from my senior project. They progress from things I am interested in and bu
It's been forever
I went on a dA hiatus for a while due to emotional issues I started to experience with my life. The tattoo portrait series came to a screeching halt and my grades started to suffer. Since a senior project was needed to graduate, I needed to think of something fast. I decided to move into self-portraiture to not only explore the extent of my skills in portraiture but also to work through my problems as a form of art therapy. As I got deeper into the series, I decided to mix in still lifes of objects with personal meaning and collective themes (to be posted soon). Nearing the end of my college career, this represents the culmination of skills I
New Work!
I know--finally, right? Yeah...it's been slow getting things up, mostly because the last crit I had was a little discouraging...but I'm bouncing back! Here's the most recent work I've made towards my senior project--tattooed people/portraits. Enjoy what is here, I'm working on securing more models soon!
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Sara
I wish weekends were longer.
What a week. I wish stress would just go away and I could relax.
An awesome event from this weekend was attending an artist talk at our center for visual arts--Janet Macoska! It was a fantastic talk and I LOVED seeing her work! Wonderful compositions of various rock stars from music history. I was glad I could ask her some questions that were relevant to both her work but also my own. It was an experience I will remember for years to come. I've already got a few good shots for my senior project, but I have a ways to go.
I look forward to the months to come, making and sharing memories with my friends and sisters.
More later,
Sara
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